You know, when I'm down, I look up. When I'm happy, I look up. When I'm feeling hopeful, I look up. When I'm bored, I look up. When I'm tired, I look up. When I have nothing better to do, I look up. Where's the 'up'? Where else but the atmosphere above us all - SKY.

I was actually gonna take a bus home just now, but I chose to walk because of the SKY. The moon was just so WOW, and the breeze was just really WOO. As I strolled, the sky was all I paid attention to. Everything up there looked so radiant. So beautiful. It was as though the moon was interacting with me. I thought I saw lips that curled into what looked like a smile (on the moon). So enchanted. But it's all so real. It felt as though the sky lifted all troubles from me. I feel so renewed now. So fresh. I was actually smiling to myself all the while. It's so strange but it just came from within. The explosion of emotions that overwhelmed me about an hour ago was just unexplainable. I was thinking of the past which fades with each and every step I took. The present, the position I stood where every step took me to, and as I looked on to the path ahead, I thought about the future. My future. Long, winding and mysterious... just like the path I took on my way back home. And every time I stood out from the silhouette, it felt as if I was inspirited. I guess this tells me that when life throws us something (that we have no idea of), we just have to embrace it. Whether its good or bad, something that makes life suck, going through with this something will perhaps make us see life in a different light. I don't deny that I've turned my back on many things in my life and I'm not saying I regret not facing them now but rather, I wish I could've dealt with them with open arms. Sometimes we tend to step away from things that bring us uneasiness. And that, is what I'm stepping out of. I guess it all boils down to bringing out the real person in you.

The sky is where I turn to when troubles come creeping my way. Just look up and it'll all be washed away and you'll be locked in this semi-philosophical state of mind. Everything just makes sense.

Happy New Year guys! I must say my New Year's celebration plans plunged right into the pits as I was really "fortunate" to have spent the eve in camp. Yes. Fuck the guard duty I tell you. Fuck the persons we had to replace. Nah beh. But whatever, its over and I'm over that bitch-fit phase; provided the person whom I replaced cover my fore casted duty for this or next month, or not I'm so breaking into his house to break his prick oh yes I will.

No NY's resolutions whatsoever; what's the point people? It's cool if you stick to that and do whatever's written on the list but hey, I'm not that sort. If you really wanna change or do something, you don't need pen and paper to aid you in that agenda. You don't need to tell and show off your list flooded with hundreds of uninteresting stuff which only concern yourself but nobody else; especially a few of such I always come across "Wanna spend more time at home with parents", "Wanna save more $$", "Wanna party and drink less", "Wanna be more responsible", "Wanna this wanna that..." ???????????????

Erm, HEY THERE, are these even resolutions? Do you even need to wait till the New Year to do these? OOO, so are you gonna recycle these so called "r.e.s.o.l.u.t.i.o.n.s" for the following YEARS? Hmm... I wonder what comes out of them. I mean, you don't need resolutions to make oneself a better person; you don't have to say it, you don't need to write them down, you don't need to show them to the people around, you don't even need to formulate a list. What? You're telling the others you need prediction to what you're gonna do? Damn it. You just do it. From within.

Well, for me, I just have one wish for 2008 - NO GUARD DUTY ON 31 DEC 2008, PLEASE! And to a beautiful year of course. New beginnings :)