Thursday, September 15, 2005

Breathless

Yes. You guessed it. I'm breathless. This is by far the most oppressive examination I've ever sat in my entire academic life. Five papers consecutively. It's dreadful. The tension intensely exerted on us...the trouble of having to memorize information this day, and then wipe those off another day for a totally different subject...the fearfulness of not being able to remember what you've previously studied...the tightness felt inside after realizing that you DO NOT know how to do the questions which you once revised before, simply because your memory's playing tricks with you and you so desperately wanna tear that question paper up at that very moment and leave the examination hall immediately, throwing the sack of burdens behind. And that happened to yours truly. Damn it. I am so UNCONFIDENT with the papers. I'd just have to pray hard that the moderations would pull the grades up, permitting us some allowances... I need a real MIRACLE...PLEASE!
Well, there's nothing I could say anymore at the time being. I'm mentally drained. I need to recharge.

freed his mind P.Y.R.A - U.G.I.N.E at 10:37 PM [comment]

Life is beautiful, so are you.