Okay. Exams in three weeks time. You may think its still "quite" far away, but it'll just breeze in with a *snap*, and I'm kinda freakin' out. Because I haven't really been doing my tutorials up to date. Feels so far behind. So apathetic to even read the cover page of my lecture notes. Whenever I attend classes, all I could think of was: "What are we doing here??" and then shoot the tutors with the what-the-hell-are-you-talking-about-and-I-don't-get-a-single-word-you-are-saying look. OOOooooh gard! I'mma laggard and losin' out! ..."Alright, CALM DOWN EUGENE! CALM DOWN!!"

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School is getting so BORING. Canteen food, canteen food & MORE canteen food for lunches for the past few weeks. Excessively sick of canteen food. I really hope I don't get to consume any more canteen food for this entire week, a big NONO. And everything seems foolishly blase, to me. Or at least... Absolute humdrum. In case you haven't notice, my mood has been cascading into the pits. Low low low & down right LOW. And in case you do not know, I am someone who will take grudges if someone were to provoke me during this stage. Anytime but NOT this time. And if anyone, were to do anything to make my day sour, I won't hesitate to make yours worse. From this day onwards, I am gonna shape my life in school antithetically to the usual. I am gonna wipe off the smiles that used to be plastered across my face. The reality of 'give & take', starts now...